wanting the God-colours in the world.
Vin.
Best drunk on an icy night.
The writer
Alvin. :
18 going 19. :
snowy_armageddon@hotmail.com :
09/12/1990 :
ex-Meridian Junior College:
He's God's creation, and so are you. :):
crazy audiophile:
Adores
Bible:
People:
Bowling:
satisfying food:
drums:
earphones:
cars:
books:
Things I'd Like to have
REVELATIONS.
A new drumset:
OPERATIONALLY READY DATE!:
Monday, September 21, 2009
been almost a month long hiatus. tinkering with the idea of closing it cause i don think anyone's reading it but heck.
been thinking bout a conversation i had about true love. it was a long bus ride to ecp from the cbd area and this person said she didn't believed true love, as in nicholas sparks novels, existed.
i, on the other hand, believes that true love does exist. yes, examples are far and few and yes, no matter how much our society is liberated from its former chains true love is still as difficult to find as in the past ( in times of arranged marriages, political marriage and the like). yet i believe there is a rainbow that lies beyond this cloud that shatters so many of our hearts.
so yes, mind the dream of being someone's romeo but i believe something magical like this exists!
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bombs are no joke man.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys
best cover of taylor's love story. man it was quite touching to hear the dedication from the man to his daughter. wooo~ it's at the ending. ok i'm not mentioning coldplay's song because it's not that fantastic. LOL.
just had a bbq with the jc peeps. wonderful time even though me anna and josh were preparing. k la i didn't do much cause i dare not touch the squid. LOL. bimbotic moment but still i did some stuff.
life's pretty cool at the moment. there's stuff to do and i'm not wandering about thinking bout random stuff but life has a meaning. there are so many great men in this world who show their talents through work and not by monologuing. i'm gonna learn again. i'm gonna find more meaning in the book that guides my way, the Bible. it means so much to me.
even though i get more absent minded everyday cause my mind is halfway in the clouds, (for instance i can't remember where i put my keys already) i really pray i get my ass moving on my UK medicine applications. as what they all say, i wanna serve humanity. ok that's a whole lot of crap. i don't want to serve people who are facing pain and suffering because they tend to give the most crap, but i love the whole aspect of being a doctor. there's so much of the human touch to give and so much to share. there's so many people who need help. sure, go join a charity, one would probably tell me but hey, there's more to it. charity's help in their way, and doctors help in our way. operations are interesting and life saving, clinics offer a chance to meet that one person who has it so bad that we can pull him out of it. diseases don't need more deaths to show it's severity and ugliness, and we do our best in our respective fields to find that niche to exploit.
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hey, people deal alot of crap to us, but more importantly God gave us talents to utilise and be the angels to the people around. nothing's gonna get me down. but let's not forget God in the midst of bad times as well.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
suffered a flat. replaced the tube but the bike fills heavier.
well, i've finally completed my project by spending another 170 dollars more on bottle cages and a front light and a display stand. sigh sigh.
photos on facebook!
Sunday, August 2, 2009
man, talking to old friends really rock my world. so far, this weekend has been really satisfying despite having missing out so much. i missed my church's 20th anniversary celebration and FOP because of guard duty. army is determined to suck my life up but i'm too good at makin my time in camp worth it.
looking forward to next friday. army makes me look forward. alot. just skip all the tough outfield that we have and focus on the end point. have to go back to tekong and do my navigation and grand slam, which unfortunately involves digging a shell scrape that i'm wont to do because it is seriously very tiring.
man, i'm only riding my bike once a week. GAH. how to improve liddat. what's more i'm slacking alot. no motivation to train cause i only wanna ride my bike and cruise at 35km/h to 40km/h. shiokness. i wonder how fast i can go should i try a flat out sprint. field camp is coming. hope i lose weight!
will upload photos soon... anna's been pestering me for it. heh.
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taylor rocks.
I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh
Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier, crazier, crazier.
Friday, July 24, 2009
in camp now... kena confined for a moment of stupidity. now we've all learnt something. not to trust anyone, especially the superiors.
the chain we have to follow is pretty absurd. it leads no where because the people at the bottom of the chain are getting in trouble due to the must in following orders. this is so irritating.
it is, a very very very devastating day. because of that, i can't go to my school college day tml to receive an award for college day. it's a once in a lifetime opportunity and i can't go because someone was too inflexible to let me book out and serve confinement on another day. it hasn't been a good week at all.... or rather, a decent month at all but for the exception of that special something.
quite sad. was looking forward to meeting mrs tng tml and the rest of the gang who did well for As. supposed to pass sidney last week but i forgot to bring it out of camp. was supposed to go riding but i can't...
switched off for a moment and i got a lifetime of regret. but looking on the positive side, i'm gonna make sure i get up the stage to receive an award for my work next time.
i just want life to throw me a lifeline.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
i just want to keep going faster and faster!
service was damn power. i'm missing all my friends! everyone is busy... including me. haha. oh well.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
i've made my decision.
it seems some unwanted people have been visiting my blog. not that i receive alot of hits but some are just nosy. ah well. harder and harder to have some sense of privacy these days.
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feeling really sad and depressed. if life is so tiresome, why live? if sickness takes away our lives, why bother to heal in the first place? does it matter whether we die young or die late since we all have a deadline?
it hurts when everyone takes dreams from you. i've had so much taken from me... so much that i really really find it hard to fight on. i've never once achieved what i wanted to achieve... i just want to reach one of my goals in life for once... is it so difficult? everytime i want something, it just doesn't come. or someone else disapproves. or someone else refuses to let me have that chance to explore my potential.
i just want to do medicine. i just want to race. i just want to be a better person to my friends and family...
life is depressing at the moment.
